sick and tired of not being a serious law student, but for whatever reason i cant seem to make myself do right. there are just to many distractions. for instance, last night i opened my book at 10 PM and didn't start reading until 11... AM. in the morning. because i just had to watch like two netflix movies about wrestling and two animes. for no real reason. this is my problem. i literally will find any reason at all to not read. and get this: i haven't written my own brief in about a month. i've been downloading them or doing the "book brief" and that's when i do right. i need to make a change, because, you know, i gottta become a judge one day.
i think i have an image problem. i got really upset the other day because icalled my gf's cat a "fat crap", and she responded in jest, "YOU'RE a fat crap". i knew she didn't mean it seriously, but it bugged the crap outta me. i literally changed my plans from "do laundry and read, then go to sleep" to "eff this laundry, i need to go to the gym RIGHT NOW!" and that's what i did. got a real good cardio session in, too. didn't talk to her for almost 24 hours after that, and when i did, it was a really tense convo. i felt bad about it...
had a dream that i got into a fight with my dad, and the only reason we didn't come to blows was because my dad's "other side" talked sense into me, then my brother told me to come outside so he could tell me some bit of news that i can't remember right now.
in my opinion, these occupy wall street protesters are misplacing their anger. why get upset at wall street for doing what they're paid to do? or even better, why get mad at wall street for playing by the rules that they've been allowed to play by? if you ask me, all the energy and effort of the "occupy [wherever the biggest scapegoat is]" movement would be better spent on pennsylvania avenue than wall street, because it's our policies that have given big corporation the freedom to fuck us over for financial gain. you can't get mad at the dog for grabbing your bone if the dog's caregiver never rolls up a newspaper on it for doing so.
sometimes it's really hard. to. listen.. to.... professor...... frye...... becausehisspeechpatternisreallyfunny... right? right? right? right?
maybe it's me, but for some reason the "puking my guts out" pumpkin just flies in the face of all that is good and holy about halloween...
